"I have no idea to this day what those two Italian ladies were singing about...I'd like to think they were singing about something so beautiful it can't be expressed in words, and it makes your heart ache because of it. I tell you those voices soared, higher and farther than anybody in a grey place dares to dream. It was like some beautiful bird flapped into our drab little cage and made these walls dissolve away, and for the briefest of moments, every last man in Shawshank felt free."

Ellis Boyd "Red" Redding

Monday, January 10, 2011

where redemption begins

Last night I watched a movie called "Winter's Bone." This movie is about a 17 year old girl named Ree Dolly who goes searching for her drug-involved father after being told that if he doesn't show up to court they will lose everything, including their property.

Even though she is only 17, Ree has forsaken everything in order to take care of her sick mother and her two younger siblings. She has quit school, as well as any social life that a normal girl her age would have. To top it off, her dad is involved in drugs and out of their lives, and her mother is mentally ill and unable to take on any responsibility. Ree seeks help from a few family members regarding the whereabouts of her father, but because no one wants to get involved, her questions are received with anger and frustration.

During the whole movie we see Ree being a girl who takes on all these responsibilities without complaining, in fact when her brother suggests that they should ask their neighbor for some food, she responds with: "don't ask for what should be offered."

When she has done everything she can and still hasn't found her father, we see her break down, but it turns out to be a beautiful scene. It's beautiful because we finally realize that this is not how it should be. Ree has done such an incredible job parenting her siblings and taking care of the house that we have forgotten that she is a child.

In the scene, Ree is walking her mother out of the house and into the woods. They sit down in the middle of nowhere and she unravels. While crying, she begs her mom for help. "Mamma, tell me what I should do." The request is received with silence. Ree continues to cry and asks again, "Just this once mamma, tell me, I don't know what to do."

Her mom doesn't speak.

She asks for help, which is how redemption starts, but unfortunately that's as far as it goes. 




Saturday, January 8, 2011

why write this blog

I love seeing redemption in everything, from the arts to relationships and even to the news. Redemption opens our eyes to the beauty around us. We see something that is broken or old be transformed into something new and beautiful.

My desire in writing this blog is somewhat selfish. I want my eyes to see redemption. I get tired of only seeing the bad, the ugly, the broken around me and want to put on these "lenses" that help me see the bigger picture. If I know that I'll be writing a blog about it, then I can have a different perspective about the world around me

I think a lot of people would say that our country, or our planet is going to "hell in a handbasket".

I think it's all about how you look at.